hankiebeer

To get back here.
And I still think I am too lazy to really keep this up to date.
Or maybe to busy with other things.
Oh well I am trying again.

I was also thinking it would be cool if I could use the below image as my LJ layout.
But I have no clue how that works. haha



But I do like the image. :)
And you can see some of me this way. (If you didn't want to: I am sorry xD)

Life has been mean. But I guess we all have our problems.

I might post Dutch entries from now on. Or just a few Dutch ones when I am really emotional. Since English sometimes requires thinking.

Just some updates/info:

Suffering from asthma, PCOS, high bloodpressure and as of late from diabetes and slow working thyroid.
So don't count on anything when it comes to me. Most of the time it is hard enough to get out of bed.

Today is one of the slow, lousy, feeling sick days. So no happy posts frome me.
Maybe some other time.

Worked a bit on my site to keep me distracted, but nothing is really working. Sooo back to the couch for a nap.

I'll try to remember this journal exists and post regularly. That is if anyone is still reading this xD

Fireworks alone is already really bad for my health...now add fog to it.

My body aches so much. But I am still alive. Trying to rest as much as I can to get through it.

Of all addictions I have had, big and small xD
House M.D. is a serious one. I have to watch it, am fascinated by it. And anyone who dares to call me while I am watching gets my voicemail.

I am sick again. Like every year around the holidays.
I really dread newyears, cause the smoke and smell from the fireworks makes me throw up and closes my airways at warpspeed. Makes me want to die every time.

And yet I still wish everybody a happy new year and pretend I look forward to all those darn holidays.

Candles, christmastrees, fireplaces and those outside fire thingies, all make me sick aswell. Oh yes it's the season to be jolly allright.

Yes I chose to complain my ass off in this entry, simple to be able to be somewhat 'normal' around family for the holidays. And to prevent myself from going around in circles with these thoughts.

Why does my little Tony (kitty) find it amusing to dig out a plant and then roll in the sand coming from the pot? D:
He looks extremely happy doing that aswell. While I stare in disbelief. xD

Will be setting up my fake christmas tree today. And see if some decorations from last year have survived. xD I think the theme was purple xD

I am starting to get more bored again. Need some games to keep me accupied. With my health being crappy I could use the distraction. *nods*
I think i will try Puzzle Pirates again. Or just watch more tv xD

Oh and about the embedding thing? Not doing that, it looks funny. >.<

I do have a new layout going on on my site, so if you feel like it, go and check it out.

Okies that's it for now. byeee

Hello people who might still be out there watching this journal. xD

Yes I have cleared out the old entries. Cause there was no way my brain could fill the gap between then and now.

I will probably use this journal now for new pixel work and some personal info.
The really really personal stuff goes into a real life journal from now on.

Sooo how have you all been?
Me? Health is horrible, but I am still smiling ;)

There will be another entry soon, when I figure out how to add this to my site. :D